Tuesday, February 09, 2010

even if you set my house on fire

Ran four miles last night in the freezing rain.

Woke up this morning with, of all things, "Cracklin' Rosie" by Neil Diamond stuck in my head.

Ain't nothing here that I care to take along.

My subconscious knows I am dense and slow and

(These things take forever I especially am slow)

when I stop writing my morning pages, find excuses to avoid meditation, blast pop radio instead of listening to my breath when I run, my subconscious gets loud. And obvious. Board-upside-the-head obvious.

The songs that get stuck in my head make me laugh. My subconscious sends up semaphores and flares and rattles its cage and finally I get it.

I get it.

(Even if you're haul, even if you're ass, even if you're superfast)

My car's name is Rosie. Thank you, Mr. Diamond, sir.

I gotta get out of town.

Oh, I love my Rosie child.

*lyrics from Neil Diamond, Bright Eyes and Dynamite Hack songs. I'm sure you were dying to know.

2 comments:

Audra said...

Great post. I love it that your brain tells you things subconsciously to make healthy decisions.

I have songs playing in my head all the time. Yesterday, thanks to your postings about Neil Diamond, it was "Love on the Rocks." This morning, I woke up to

"Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory
Soul like a Lucifer
Black and cold like a piece of lead
Misguided angel, love you 'til I'm dead."

I'm not sure my brain understands the assignment.

kellisor said...

I'm not sure I understand either! What are the Cowboy Junkies trying to tell you?